BEHIND THE SCENES: PROENZA SCHOULER SPRING/SUMMER 2011

BEHIND THE SCENES: PROENZA SCHOULER SPRING/SUMMER 2011

good girl

Now she is good girl.

For her Friday night strats at the V&A. She started to drink red wine instead of wisky, spend money on books and travelling instead of the designer clothes and restaurants, but wait she still visit restaurants quite frequently.

The gym and the library, the cooking and the cleaning, evething could be attached to the good girl character, who is living alone in London and studing Contemporary Art Theory.

Just one thing she can't stop to do...is to think about Him.. to think for 24 hours per day. To think about her beloved, about the rejected wedding and how their children might look like.

She can't believe He is her past, when He is her future

thinking...

My problem is that I think too much. Yes, I'm thinking even during the sleeping.

I analize the life I am living, the life I could live, the future life I'd like to live and of course the life I have been living in the past. That's difficult! Difficult to stop, to not allow yourself to think, to remember, to imagine and to dream.

I hate this streak and love it. I hate it because of its impact on my mood and I love it because it part of me and makes my dayli life more replete.

It is very femenine to hate and love at the same time, to have a spector of the feelings and experience it simultaniously. The Multitasking, the overlapping, the contrasting and the love create our soul and contain our day.

It becomes extremely hard to live with. It is extremely hard when you have the relationship and what to be open to the partner. After all, your partner might consider you as crazy and unstable person. So, you have to live that strange "second" life yourself in the silence.

Women always has something hidden, which they are just afraid to demonstrate. That's why we are strange, emotional and misuderstood.

the meaning of scent

There are a few types of people according to their relationship with scents...

I am that kind of person, who pays a lot of attention to scent... Even more, I never use the same perfume twice.. For me it plays the same role as music or pictures... The perfume brings me back to that time I've been using it...

Here we go... Life changes... Everything from the begging, everything is new...

New haircut, new house, new iphone, new major, new gym... and new perfume...

It was a big choice...between Balenciaga and Martin Margela...

And just because I feel myself now as an inner person, who lives more inside and studing contemporary art theory I did Balenciaga one.

The mood of the autumn has been chosen... Inner, femenine and bohemic as it should be in London...

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The most romantic thing is to do normal things...

the ladys, who is inspiring...

I. Sofia Coppola

She proved that woman can controls emotions, it could be intellegent and even can makes money on her romantism and the change of her heart...

II. Garance Dore

Frecnh illustrator, more famous as a fashion blogger (I would not call it fashion blog. It caontain fashion, but for me it is lifestyle blog, anyway.) is soooooooo gourgeous, not just because she is beautiful, but also because of her presentation of her ideas...so easy to understand what she is talking about..it is exactly what I wanted to express, but didn't know how...

to be continued...

Let's start everything from the beginning...

One day you'll wake up at the morning and realize that you are at "home", which is in 4hours-flight from your own one. You'll start to look around and see the other country, landscape and people who are quite strange. Even worse you've already started to think in the foreing language...

You might call this whatever you like!

But for me, it's the beginning of something new, great and awesome...

I happened to feel it tonight, at the night before the Rosh Hashana - the jewish New Year..which is much more important for me than modern one...it seems very symbolic and even more mysterious..